07-04-12(5:29:49)
My life isn’t bad. I have a wonderful family, amazing boyfriend. I work two jobs. I’m going back to school in the fall. But it’s like it’s great and all but I miss him every day. I don’t get to see him daily or weekly. I get to see him maybe every month. I work [..more..]
07-04-12(5:00:18)
FINALLY! A place where I can write “what’s on my mind” without worrying and having the freedom to write anything! Anyway, I’m stuck alone here in my apartment trying really hard to accomplish my TTD and not to waste my weekend just like how I wasted my past weekends… Lately, I just feel so problematic [..more..]
07-04-12(1:12:31)
it’s ridiculous how crazy I am for this person who live 9000 miles away from me. it just hurts to think about giving up on her and knowing that I will never get a chance to be with her. however, a small part of me tells me that I still have a small chance to [..more..]
07-04-12(1:07:36)
That moment when you here the ringing tone for that special someone!!!! aahhhhhhh^.^
06-04-12(20:27:25)
Love. What the f*** is love? I don’t get it. The past year I’ve had several boyfriends, and everytime I’ve decided to get together with them, after a moth, all my feelings for that person is gone. I’m so exausted of this.And right now, im inlove AGAIN. and this time it feels REAL. But it [..more..]
06-04-12(16:18:01)
I’m just going to come out with it.. I am in love with someone who is gay and I don’t know what to do about it anymore. My closest friend now has a girlfriend and I feel I don’t have anyone. My flatmates all want to do things without me and I feel lost. Lost [..more..]
06-04-12(10:46:02)
Hahaha. I used to be a very vigilant person in my virtues and beliefs…always being a hsrd charger. Somehow…I lost my drive. It’s like I’m vacant. I had a promising career with the government but have pretty much pissed on it because I’ve turned to my pain meds that I was prescribed for injuries. I [..more..]
06-04-12(6:14:38)
Well, I do have a lot of things on my mind. A lot of things have happened lately. Boyfriend is having trouble and it sucks I can’t be there for him physically. Our lives are pretty busy. He is still in high school and I work two jobs. We can’t see each other on a [..more..]
06-04-12(4:57:13)
Easter day is almost here….Is it bad that I don’t want to go? I mean, my mom, dad, and brother are not going, so my godmother offered to give me a ride so I could go with them. But I don’t want to go. No, I guess that’s not completely true. It’s not that I [..more..]
05-04-12(22:36:38)
first thing i want to say is .birthdays are fun thay make me happy and all the presents are grate and fun to play with but now i relized that family is more better than presents candy or things because things like presents or candy cant love you hug you kiss you or tuck you [..more..]