True F****** love?
ME: (10:56 PM) is not about changing my mine is about trying to change yours YOU: (10:56 PM) yea you want me to be strong i get it ME: (10:57 PM) i want you to survive HIM: (10:57 PM) you want a man not a kid HIM: (10:57 PM) ok and i will as long [..more..]
Thank you universe
Thank you Universe or God or whoever/whatever is out there for giving me the life I have now.And I wanna sincerely apologize to you for being a b**** so many times and doing the wrong things to good people and all of that just cause i was a scared and immature little girl.It all came [..more..]
Superhero
I am so bored with my life. I watch films like Sherlock Holmes, Batman, and I read books like Phantom of the Opera, Count of Monte Cristo, and Dracula. People are doing things in these! I long to be a genius, to save the day, to be someone’s hero. I want conflict, and an enemy. [..more..]
One of those teenage rants
i hate my stomach, i’m going to sound like a proper whiney teenager here but i dont care. I’m not fat or overweight but i dont have a flat stomach. There are people with flatter stomachs that are fatter. I have rolls of fat on my stomach. I sound disgusting. I have good boobs and [..more..]
achieving balance
I bet each of you have you own perspective on life, some of you over analyse it others have virtually no idea about it while others have some kind of opinion on it. Well what i’m about to tell you is my own perspective on life and on how i have come to understand it. [..more..]
Heart Attack….
My bestfriend’s dad just had a heart attack. I’m miles and miles away from her and her family. Her family is like MY family. I call her mom and dad, mom and dad….I feel helpless right now. I’m at work. I don’t know what’s going on. I’m scared. I want EVERYTHING to be okay…I love [..more..]
I don’t like you
I don’t even know what I feel for you anymore. I get jealous when someone else talks to you, but I don’t like talking with you anymore. I DON’T LIKE YOU. I don’t know what I feel dor you anymore…
Down in the dump
It’s not that I’m obsessed and I’m that obsessed girlfriend that comes around and always wants to be with you. It’s that I’m losing everything in my life and you’re the only thing I have. I do always want to be with with you but because I NEED you. I dont like telling anyone my [..more..]
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I’m such a worthless failure. There’s days I just wish I had a secret cancer that was killing me.