True Feelings
-As I sit alone deep in thought, I wonder what my next move is. What my future holds for me and my unborn child. I feel like I’m truly happy, but for some reason I want to make myself sad and depressed.
Confused :/
As i look back in my life i should be happy of all the wonderful things i have but for some reason i cant be happy. Ima girl who acts like her life is perfect and is happy all the time but inside im not so happy. I dont know why maybe because ive had [..more..]
writing.
For you, I’d cross miles of sand. even if it didn’t feel nice. I’d stay and hold your hand, Through fire and ice. So I guess, For you, I’ll smile, and i’ll laugh, and crinkle my nose for a while, ’cause I love you. And, I’ll pretend I don’t want to die. I’ll pretend that [..more..]
???
Hey, sometimes I think I’m dumb but in the truth, I like getting good grades… Now I want to be a writer when I grow up, but my parents tell me to become a lawyer instead. Forget it, that’s not my problem. In fact, I don’t have a problem. Except this girl keeps talking to [..more..]
Something i cant even give a title to..
Its kind of hard to express myself the way i used to…. like two yrs ago i was always smiling never took anything or guy seriously i was happy and everyone around me was attracted to that personality and then i met him…. things were great and for a long time until we decided to [..more..]
Enlightenment?
Am i the only one striving to reach nirvana by the end of this life?! nobody else seems to care but its a huge goal in my life! contact me on skype @”cardidly” it says im from wonderland if u search me up. Please contact me if u agree or have any ideas to chat [..more..]
invisible reflection
ok so i know wat ppl say tht jus becuz im young tht i cant have problems. my mom expect me to be hert perfect thirteen year old daughter that she never had, and my dad expects me to be anyone but me. yeah i get it im clumsy, quiet, shy, wear dark colors, and [..more..]
Getting over it
My first love, who I was with for 4 years, dumped me 3 months ago. She didn’t tell me why, but I know I wasn’t always the best partner, we grew apart I guess. I have asked her why and she said it wasn’t just to do with me. I’m still talking to her, regardless [..more..]
Not good….
I really like my best friend… as in REALLY like them. Oh dear, this is not good.
upset
there is so much going on in my life. i may seem like i am a happy person but not everybody can see what not is going inside me. i dont like telling people about my problems. although i am known as the best problem solver among my peers and family. i have always been [..more..]