Crushing weight
Honestly, man, I need to get myself together. I’m feeling uneasy over something this plebeian- not getting a text message reply by a person I met barely a month ago. I’m way too old for this.
This. That. Yenno.
Honestly. I feel like dying. Everyday it tears me apart..
Where did she go?
Where did she go? The innocent girl with the bright blue eyes.. She didn’t know how it would be. She only wanted to grow up.. She’s a bit older now, that little girl. She doesn’t know where she went. She lost herself among her thoughts. Throwing her soul to the stars, while remaining on earth [..more..]
She killed herself.
She killed herself. With a bullet. I didn’t really know her, but I think we may have met. I am supposed to be painting her portrait. But, I’m not… I’m not doing anything. I am an artist. Unmotivated, but skilled. I am a mother. Unmotivated, but loving. I am a girlfriend, and when you’re not [..more..]
Depressed one more time
Despite the optimistic style of my character, i feel so depressed from being a loser and then a loser and a loser. sometimes i feel that i have the way out of this, but some other times i feel so depressed for not being able to think how to change and i feel clueless. such [..more..]
Hard to breathe
About a year ago I started working at my dads catering company and it all started off fine until he started pushing me and giving me abuse, not that much physically a lot more mentally. It got to the point where I was cutting my wrists at least twice a week. One night it got [..more..]
Family Outcast
I can’t handle being in my family anymore! it’s becoming way to stressful and it just keeps getting worse as I get older. When I was young I was like the princess of the house, always making jokes and making everyone smile and now I can’t even talk to my Mam or Dad without fighting [..more..]
Thank you.
I’ve never told you about the cutting, suicidal thoughts or the constant feeling of worthlessness and lack of will to live. You’re such a good friend to me; even if you don’t know it, which I don’t think you do. I love spending time with you because everything just floats away. This is when you [..more..]
so are you the daddy
Well are you????? The more i look on my fake face book account the more i think you are the daddy of her baby …. Nothing has been written but your mother has like a few status’s and i guess that’s all i have to go by but my gut feelings tell me that you [..more..]
MANY BOYS – GEARLIN
Oscar Gearlin, chillin in this b****, got nothing to say, pull a cone watch it rip. Gonna get higher, timing it is quick from the chronda that i sip. x2 Yeah, im chillin in this bed while i rap, watch the time go, feet back, Peter Direens fat, Haha just jokin this rap is not [..more..]