Sick and tired
Why do I keep trying for a friend who quits trying for no reason. My friend stops talking to me and gets mad for no reason. Why do I keep trying when she only keeps walking out the door. When she’s fine it’s great. But other than that I cant handle it. She is this [..more..]
do i mean nothing to you.
ive always felt like the black sheep of the family firstly because i am my mums first born child , she then went on to have 3 more children with another man so bascially they are my half siblings. my mum has always made me aware of how diffrent i am to my siblings i.e [..more..]
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the emptyness is overwhelming and the pressure is unbarable..i have a house, a son, some family members and a full time job…my life isnt that bad i just have this overwhelming feeling of emptyness…i want to fix it i want my life to be full and happy..i just want to void to vanish..slowly slip out [..more..]
stupid…
im stupid..ill start off with that much….ill give a lil back story to this so you can understand…i was married for three years to my first boyfriend from 14yrs old..he worked while i stayed home with our son..one day things started to change..come to find out he was cheating on me with a co-worker..so i [..more..]
God is so good
I feel so silly writing this here but I have nowhere to put my feelings so I just wanted to say thank you thank you thank you God, thank you for being so good to me and for blessing me so abundantly. Thank you for loving me and being just so good. You are worthy [..more..]
I don’t know what to do
What should I do with my life? People expect me to do different things and some want me to be like them but I can’t figure anything out. School doesn’t teach you s*** all about how to do anything for yourself they just tell you stuff to fill time and I forget half the stuff [..more..]
An answer to a question on Yahoo.
This is an answer to a question on Yahoo! Answers. They are no longer accepting answers but I had to have my say somewhere because I know I can answer it. It is about Michael Jackson and the accusations that were put against him in 1993 and 2005. This is a link to the question: [..more..]
Dog Eat Dog (
Why? Why did she make fun of my mental illness (depression) she has been my friend for four years FOUR years. She knows about what went on in school. How people what tell me to kill myself and call me stupid and retard. She has depression why doesn’t she understand how serious mental illness is? [..more..]
alone
I jusr want to be happy. Is that really too much to ask for? When I’m hurting instead of being there for me you tell me you don’t care and it doesn’t matter. Why is it that when I am hurting your heart turns to ice? Do you really not care? I was up tgil [..more..]
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I WISH someone would understand me. I WISH someone would just sit there and listen to all of my problems. I WISH someone would actually care about me, not just ask if i’m ok, actually fully want to listen and care when I break down and say i’m not ok. I feel like I am [..more..]