First Love
you were my first love and maybe not my last, but i love you like a fully lit rainbow and your smile brightens up my day, i fake a smile and my friends believe it sickens me that my friends cant see through me and say i know your not ok but i wanna run [..more..]
f*** this
ok i feel so numb nd hurt i dnt even kno what to say …
i love you but i dont know why…
its been 5 months now and i want you… i need you …. i love you Nothing has gone right But i know you dont love me too Maybe after all the pain there will be some light i know you like her but i cant seem to stay away I hope shes happy with [..more..]
Hijab girl having sex in car park in birmingham city centre in a mini
I was parking my car in city centre car park on bordseley st about 6 pm seen a red and white mini next to me windows all steamed up thought nothing of it then 2 min later a white guy jumps out says see u later drives of and girl pops up wears her hijab [..more..]
im still in love with you
Dont you hate it when you really love someone but they dont love you back you know they used to but they have moved on and you havent, your madly in love with them but fake a smile everyday you try to hide it but before you go to bed you break down in tears [..more..]
Subtle thought escaping from my dizzy mind..
Slower now is how the world spins, I’m waiting for the drop. Lifting my hands to my face, I realize now is the time to hide. What is left to hide from, have I not uncovered everything? Have I not faced my demons? Why am I still standing here, waiting? Why am I still so [..more..]
I hate it! </3
It sucks knowing that the one person you love doesn’t love you back. That no matter how hard you try it just never works out, and to know that soon he could be with someone else, which breaks your heart. 🙁
Despair.
This feeling always comes around at times like these. I can’t manage to find anything to do, I let myself down. This choking feeling of despair lingers in my head. In my voice. It’s in my throat, I know it. And I know it’s killing me. At this point, I can hardly bring myself to [..more..]
Stupid emotions
I hate emotions. I hate liking someone. I hate crying. I hate getting angry. I hate being confused. I JUST HATE EMOTIONS! I wish There was a way to get rid of them.
“When we were in love, things were better than they are. Let me back into your arms.”
Everything makes so much sense after the fact. *I need to find my way back to the start.* I just really miss you. I really, really do. I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t want anything to do with you because I deserve more. I deserve better than how you treated me. But you know that. And I [..more..]