So worried
how do I tell him I’m leaving? How do I tell him he’s not doing what he promised even after we’ve had conversations about it and he said he’s going to chage and he never has
my life is good?
so right now i suprizingly have a good life… but it seems that everytime something good in my life happend it all comes crashing down and I refuse to lose the love of my life! im not giving up on that boy! ever! no matter what happends… i love him more then anything and idc [..more..]
THE DREAM
I had a dream last night, that I was pursued by someone, someone bad. A killer, a theif coming after me, trying to get me and take away what I have. trying to get away, survive to be another day was so real, running in my sleep from a nightmare stalker at my heels. no [..more..]
Paris
im going to paris next summer and I AM SO EXCITED OMGGGGGGGGG! ive wanted to go ever since i can remember and its gonna be amazing and fab and beautiful and my friend and i are planning our outfits because obv you have to wear parisian chic and its just going to be so so [..more..]
When I was younger…
I use to be pretty chubby. I was always the “fat one” in the house. My family always talked about it, I never said anything… I just cried. I would lock myself in the bathroom and just stare at my stomach and ask myself why I wasn’t skinny like the other girls or why did [..more..]
I honestly don’t know anymore…
I’m just so done trying. I’m done trying to become close to anyone ever again because every single time I do, they leave. There’s no point to it. I just want someone to hug me. I want someone to be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. And not just anyone, someone [..more..]
freedom is not always free in our life :(
Lord gusto ko po ng freedom 🙁 gusto ko po sila laging makasama bawat oras 🙁 ayoko po umuwi lagi 🙁 ayoko po mahiwalay 🙁 haaaaayy ayoko na dito sa bahay tanginaa this :< ang saket saket :(( sana po wag akong mawalay sa kanila please lng po.sila nalang po kasama ko malapit na kame [..more..]
lifes hard for me.
Yesterday my boyfriend went to a party with out me i was fine with that cause i can trust him but when i started texting him he sounded like he was giving me attitude and i got upset ans i told him well then today i woke up and texted him sorry and then i [..more..]
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one day three autumns
I just read this chinese thought, … i really f***ed up, not letting you near me.Every time you tried, i hid. Everytime i tried to do it, i shut down. Making you feel like i dont care, like i dont listen. I did , and the last time i thought, we have so much in [..more..]