WTF
I constantly feel like NO one cares,like I am all alone in this world. Even though i have 2 BEAUTIFUL babies! I need someone to talk to that will actually listen,but that person doesn’t seem to exist. I want to cry constantly but hold it back because it isn’t fair to my kids so i [..more..]
why fillings
sunday feb 03rd.2013 trying to see this day and all that comes with it streached out alone no drinks cigarettes d***s penises the smell of a man smack on the ass nothing got the radio and television though got the out side to no money though no transpotation but feet fills good good enough to [..more..]
Just lost
I feel so helpless knowing my lovers heart is breaking after his son told him he was missing him & wants his Daddy to come home. His Mother has no place for her son’s Daddy in her life. I wish I could find the words to say to my lover to make him feel better.
happy tears.
Have you ever just been happy for no reason? You just feel calm, like nothing bad can ever happen to you. Like when you are riding in the back of the car, and you look back and see the stars and you feel so full of life. Or when you are listening to that music [..more..]
I Now Realize………
It’s been five months since I moved away from my home, the place I belonged.Or I thought that I belonged.For you see, in the five months that I have been away, I have begon to realize that all the people I thought I knew, were just using me for one reason or another.Sadly befor I [..more..]
sweet death
life asked death “why do people love me and hate you” death said to life “because you are a beautiful lie and i’m the ugly truth”…..that right there just show just how f***ed up people can be they would rather believe a lie than the truth we sit aroud and act like everything is fine [..more..]
insecure
Has anyone else ever felt….. insecure? Like no one wants you to call their own? That how i feel…. I feel like the ugliest thing in america. I know it’s unhealthy to think of myself that way.. but its true..My life is based on love.. You know, boyfriends/girlfriends,but lately.. ive felt so ugly that i [..more..]
Frustrated
Today I feel frustrated. I text my friend and pretty much told her to watch my boyfriend while he goes to Vegas. The previous week I found out that he slept with his daughters mom and now she maybe pregnant. I was frustrated and have been trying to hide all the feelings I feel. So [..more..]
he loves me, he loves me not.
There is this boy that I love very much. And I get along with him so well in the classroom. We flirt and talk to each other and he asked me if I had ever kissed a boy. He makes me feel like a lovely girl. And then I see him outside school, and I [..more..]
Why?
I got this friend of mine, he is a guy, today I went to the park and the girl I asked out was there (she said no) My friend and the girl I asked out started to make up stuff about me and say it out loud. In a minute or so everyone started to [..more..]