Fear
I have constantly allowed fear to hold me back and keep me from moving forward in life. I procrastinate because I’m scared. I’m scared of failing, of being wrong, of making a fool of myself, of bring ridiculed, of being criticized. I want to go back to school but I’ve continued to put off applying [..more..]
Lonely
My life so social not so long ago. Now my circumstances changed ive moved to a new place but the place just doesn’t have a big social scene or even things to do outside work. I miss my friends. I never experienced love though have been approached previously. All this makes me feel so alone. [..more..]
Feel so guilty but want it
My cousin got divorced last year. I helped her out a lot dealing with it. I slept with her when things got confused and she was very touchy feely one night months back. It was amazing at the time but … Now I realise she is like 20 years older than me but I’m attracted [..more..]
A Dream
It started out as a high speed chase where I was being chased by some guy who in my mind I knew was out to kill me. Yet while I was driving I made this jump and flew into this odd jungle encampment and then I had nowhere to drive so I got out of [..more..]
JAMES
JAMESSS
Bitter
I am really having a tough time today. I feel very bitter inside. I’m just annoyed with everyone and everything. I am hating the life I’m currently living, I am breaking. I am breaking right now as I just sit here and type. Does she think this is how I want my life to be [..more..]
death
this may be the last thing i ever do . when i am done typing this i will have died because i may commit suicide
FFS
WE JUST ARGUE ALL THE F***ING TIME I’VE F***IGN SICK OF IT I CANT EVEN COPE I LOVE YOU BUT YOU JSUT DONT GIVE A F*** YOU ALWAYS MOAN ABOUT NOBODY BEING THERE AND HAVING NOBODY TO TALK TO BBUT WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO YOU AND BE THERE YOU JUST PUSH ME A [..more..]
this guy is annoying me to death
literary. he is my friend but he always says im dirty!! it hurts me so much.
Happyness
I pretty much have no goal in life. I don’t know what i want to do, what i want to work with when i’m older or anything else. I used to care, but now i don’t. All i want in my life is to be happy. That is my only goal, i don’t care how [..more..]