Crying
Sometimes i make myself cry, because i feel like i have so much sadness in me and the only way to let it out is to cry
LIFE
Screw everything in life!! The people who stab you in the back, the people who can’t keep your secret, the people who ONLY do what they what, the people who ALWAYS ruin everything for you!! SCREW ALL OF THAT!!!Sick of people getting in the way of everything, people disgust me these days, and i’d rather [..more..]
I am so pathetic.
My words are useless, my thoughts are worthless, and my life is pathetic. I try to act strong and silent but I am hurting inside. I want to cry but I don’t want to be seen as weak…but the truth is that I am weak. I just want to give up. I just want to [..more..]
Reminiscing
I remember laying on his chest before falling to sleep. His heartbeat was so strong it felt like my head was moving with each beat. It was my own personal lullaby. It was stolen from me and now all I do is reminisce. I am so desperate to get my heart back.
life?
i hate being here where i call “home”, i dont even know what a home is supposed to feel like, itsnt it supposed to be warm and loving and happy? well mine isnt and i dont know why i still call it home, i feel out of place everywhere, i dont feel wanted by anyone! [..more..]
Ill-fated Life
Life is hard for everyone in some way or another; at some time or another. Yet, I can’t help but feel that I get the raw end of the deal everytime. Disappointment, heartache and failed dreams are my constant companions. How can it be that I am targeted by ill-fate so often?
Growing up
Little bit ”afraid” of growing up..It’s not what everybody thinks, the thing with ”when you’re little you want to grow up, and when you’re grown you want to be a kid”.. That’s not what i mean..I love and miss being a kid, but that’s not what i’m thinking about.. I just don’t want to get [..more..]
Lord please give me strength,Lord your will be done
Lord humihingi po ako ng lakas ng loob sa mga pagdaraanan ko patibayin nyo po sana ang loob ko.ayoko pong sumuko tulungan niyo po sana ako sa laban ng buhay ko.tanging kayo nalang po pinanghuhugutan ko ng lakas ng loob at inspirasyon.Lord parang awa niyo na po dinggin niyo po sana ako 🙁
uugh
damn seriously he’s professional liar
Finn.
I fell in love with him. From the second I saw him. Green eyes and curls and a smile like no other. Finn was something I had never seen before. Something I longed for. Finn and I became really close, good friends. I told him everything. We once stayed up till four in the morning, [..more..]