To A…
I have loved you since the very moment I came into contact with your imperfections…your ugly is a drug to me. I’m sure, that, to an extent, I’ve always been aware of the hypocrisy within my own life and aspirations…but every Single. Little. Thing, about you Just. Screams. Freedom. I have no thoughts or words [..more..]
the perfect girl
I finally met the perfect girl for me, she’s beautiful and perfect in every way. she is the first person on my mind when i wake up and the last before i go to bed. i cant get her out of my thoughts, i have fallen for her. when i spend time with her i [..more..]
what is life
Have you ever just thought about the meaning of life, why are we here? why are things called the things they are called, who invented all this stuff and why. could life just be a little spec on a big flower? what is the point in life? your born, go to school, get out of [..more..]
life
That one particular guy that makes you happy everytime you see him, but not being able to be with that particular person makes you die a little inside.
This guy..
I miss talking to him. Although I never really knew him, I just wish we could have something. I ended up leaving to see my sick grandma so we never got to properly meet but I wish He is still single by the time I get back. Gosh. I am upset. 🙁
sad day
so i was diagnosed with severe depression today sigh
Just another post, nothing to look at
So today a lot of people wished me happy birthday, and said “may god bless you”. It was hard to not laugh at that. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, what god are you talking about motherf***ers? Look at what you have turned me into. This nice, shy kid has turned into a f***ing self centered a******. What are you [..more..]
Somewhere Out There
Maybe there is hope for me. But I do not know where to find it. I am so unhappy and unloved. My heart has been broken too many times, and my home life is not good right now. My parents are getting a divorce because they always fight. I have the decision to leave and [..more..]
An Asphyxiation of Hope
There’s this feeling that never goes away, an eonian feeling that surrounds me. A feeling caused by you. It’s like I’m suffocating everyday, there’s plenty of air but I’m gasping for more. I’m clawing at my throat, screaming for fresh air, but every breath I take is consumed by you. I keep breathing you in, [..more..]
I Can’t Do This.
If I had it my way, I’d slit your throat with the knife you left in my back.