Aww Snap… I got feelings for you again
Why exactly is it every time we break up…. i want you back? I mean, you’ve made it very clear that you dont want or need me anymore! But… i feel like i wanna say i love you after every time we talk! Basically, i cant get you outta my head! I want you back! [..more..]
Your back and i miss you
Yay! Your back! You know i’ve missed you…. But im scared to tell you i missed you… Our relation ship with eachother is like glue… its stays together… unless you pull it apart… even though were just friends.. i wish we could be more.. but…. you dont want to soo…. If there was any way [..more..]
family
they say family is always there for you. what happens when they won’t support your dreams or listen to a single word you say?
those friends
U know, sometimes you cant call them friends. You cant trust them. no one else is what they seem… I mean, who exactly is every one too trick you and then try an be friendly… YOU DONT KNOW THEM ANYMORE! you wish your life would be different.. without those friends..
Bipolar
I seriously think I might be a manic-depressive. I don’t want to check. But maybe it will give me an excuse for all the stupid things I do.
ANGRY
I a surrounded my people who make me angry and sad, and i can’t leave!!!!!!! I am so angry i have to take deep breaths in order to not go and break something, literall!! I’m not crazy, i’m not unpatient, i’m just tired of getting hurt by the same crappy people, and not being able [..more..]
I hate this.
I hate this. Everything sucks. Nothing is getting better. People are judging. I want to die. I hate this.
Insane: Falling
i wish things were simple. it has been way to long feeling this way. WAY TO LONG!!!! it’s like i hav jumped off a cliff into a never ending hole. you know like the one in 300. really great movie but anyways it feels like there is no hope left and that it is all [..more..]
Insane: Cutting
yes im back to cutting and you know what i feel so much better. I just wish it didn’t resort to this.
I’m confused
So I REALLY REALLY like this guy. A lot. And I’m not very courageous so nothing will ever come of it most likely but ever now and then he says something that makes me think perhaps he likes me the slightest bit. So about a week ago, I changed my profile pic where I’m holding [..more..]