Addiction
I want to stop but I can’t.
pandora’s box……
Pandora’s box was opened 2 years ago…I saw your e-mail address in a group e-mail. I wanted to ask you a thousand questions. I had a crush quite a few years ago in the late eighties. You were everything I ever wanted. Was it an addiction. Was it just a crush? After a few drinks [..more..]
I want to die.
I want to die.
am i crazy?
so i hate this guy, but at the same time i love him, somehow. He is so cruel with everyone, but when you’re alone with him, he is the sweetest guy that i’ll ever meet. Is this possible? how can i love someone, in the same time hate him. I cant stop thinking about him.
nothing
i have nothing to say anymore.. i hate life.. i hate everything about it.. I’m blessed, i know.. I have somewhere to live, i have food to eat.. But i’d much rather be one of those kid who die because they have neither..
my dad
to hell with my dad.. He can burn in hell!!! Not even that pain would show him how much pain he’s caused to me!!! Because the pain he caused me was all in the heart.. it’s pain that’ll never go away
Romance
Watching romantic movies and wondering when is that gonna happen in real life!!
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I screwed it up with you again. You see, I’m not very good with ‘boy stuff’ and so I’m a little scared. I don’t want to bother you but I don’t want to loose you at the same time. F*** me, I need someone to talk to about this.
my mom always ruins it
It seems as my mum always ruins everything for me.. I don’t get it.. I wanted to get away from everything INCLUDING HER!!!! but she had to ruin it!!!
Something about night running
There’s a feeling you get when you run at night. It’s just so amazingly peaceful… It’s just so quiet, all you here are the crickets and the nightly but there’s just you and your heart beat, ur breathing and man it’s just amazing… I gotta do it more often…