Guilty Pleasure
I know I don't deserve you. But I still want you.
With You
It has become too painful for me to go on. It would be nice, if you were here and tell me "it is just a phase of life and it will pass eventually, I am here with you, for you" it would have given me so much strength.
I wish
I wish you were mine, then thought of you being with someone else, wouldn't hurt me this much? The thing which hurts me more that I can never reach there, no matter how much I try. But still I am happy that I tried. I hope this emotions go away fast.
im bisexual
I'm in a very happy and committed relationship but now my ex the girl that I was madly n obsessively in love with started texting me and reaching out to me. and I don't have the same feelings for her as I used to but now all the old memories of us is coming back [..more..]
Happy? Why yes
I'm really great rn. Really, really great!
Second Chances
I gave you a second chance, not because I wanted to because I felt bad. This was your screw up not mine. Yet somehow im the one whos being punished, I told you I needed time to mend what was broken. Here we are one of us picking up the pieces and the other one [..more..]
R E S P E C T
Respect. Respect your mother and father, respect your elders, respect your partner, respect yourself. Respect yourself. If you cant respect yourself you give others the power to disrespect you. Respect is yours to give and yours to claim. Respect is earned not given. Once respect is gone what is left.
Lance
I liked you. I really did. I wanted to fix our friendship so bad that I didn't realize I just worsened it, to the point that it was no longer fixable. My horrible attempts in making amends with you just slid down the drain. As if it was nothing. Or maybe it really is, idk. [..more..]
wanted
i so badly just want to be wanted. to be the thing he can't have. for him to be the one hurt, checking his phone every 5 minutes hoping to see my name in his notifications. waiting on my calls and texts, checking for any sign of contact from me. but thats me. i'm the [..more..]
what a wanker
f*** you sean, f*** you. i told you how i felt and you asked me out, that basically should indicate you felt the same way, but f***ing no that’s not how the real world works, two days after you basically lead me on with so much to go off, holding my hand, touching my arm, [..more..]