Finding_Answer
1. What do I want to say you? Nothing. I don't need to say anything about you and I don't need to point out your mistakes because you know yourself. I don't make any mistake about you. I care about you as much as I can. I just try to be independent while you are [..more..]
Does Anybody Ever Really JUST Know?
I have this friend, they're my very best friend. We met in high school as freshmen and I remember meeting him and kind of just feeling like we'd be friends for a very long time. I mean I told myself I was naive, i even made a joke to a non mutual friend, "if i [..more..]
cookies n cream
My love doesn't love me anymore, I cant feel it with every word they say. My gut feeling is always right I just didn't want to believe it. I wish it wasn't true. It hurts and I've cried so much, even the person who is supposed to love me the most hates me and I [..more..]
Gosh Darn Urges
Hopefully, I'll actually do some work today on my art because yesterday I made the mistake of binge-watching porn. I intended to stop eventually, but I just kept going deeper down the rabbit hole, and even after getting wet a couple of times, I still haven't reached the final climax where I'm so exhausted/oversensitive I [..more..]
Twinflame
It's been quite some time since I last needed to write here. About you. To you. A year perhaps two has gone by. Our seasons of needing each other ended. So did the communication. But my longing for you, loving you never did. And I think it never will. I've come to accept our unique [..more..]
Anything
I just want to fall in love.
Love or obsession?
he has doubts he start thinking that i talk to any other guy from different phone or email id or i meet someone or i like/love someone else or i dnt love him anymore and then he ask me for proofs that show me the call records or send ur photo wherever n with whom [..more..]
Here were are again…
More words, move knives thrown in, more wounds that will not heal. Wounds that will fester and rot. Breathing gets harder and there’s a knot in my stomach. Why must things be this way? Why do you hurt me beyond repair? Why do I love you even when you completely destroy me? You are the [..more..]
Strange Mentality
I don't think I am capable of being in a relationship or even doing something spontaneous like a one night stand because I'd rather pleasure myself without anyone else helping. While I do have fantasies, I am never featured in them, so I essentially just imagine random people being intimate with each other. It's not [..more..]
Thoughts please?
I just don't feel the same way anymore. I got too fed up with all the drama and the lies and the promises you couldn't keep, the promises you kept breaking. I feel bad, bad because i can't love you when i had wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I just [..more..]