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Posted by on 2020/07/13 under Love

I love him so much :(( and if he gave me chance bruh I would treat him so good bruh I would love the s*** outta him 😩 He's so sweet and gentle and safe bruh, I would feel so good in his arms bruuhhh 🥺🥺 he doesn't even know how much I love him or how well I would treat him. He's the nicest most gentleman type guy I've ever met. I've seriously have never felt like this in this way about anyone. But idk how he feels I hate the fact that he hides his feelings why can't he just be honest and open up 🙁 BUT THE THING IS and the reason I'm writing this is HE CAN OPEN UP I know he can I've seen it. The reason I'm here is cause there's another girl, a girl that he *does* talk to, a girl he isn't awkward with, a girl he opens up too, a girl he stays up on the phone with, a girl I think he has a crush on. Apparently this other girl has a bf but like why do they talk like that to each other and mind you this is a boy who NEVER OPENS UP he hardly ever even speaks but then why her?! I like him for him I honestly don't even care about the physical, I mean ik it started out that way, with us wanting to f*** and him being VERY w it but then all of a sudden I pull up and the whole mood change? like yea at that point I start already developing feelings but he didn't know that. He seems all talk but at the end of the day I like this dude I wanna date him I wanna have the chance to love this kid. BUT HE'S SO AWKWARD like okay- I literally don't get whyyyyy like he is a naturally awkward person but with me its excessiveI seriously don't understand like at first oringally I was like ahh its cause he's attracted to me but now I don't even know anymore. He didn't make ANY type of move when we finally saw each other and then my crush got exposed then he started ignoring my messages like wtf then soon after I found out about the other girl so I think in writing all this I maybe found out what went wrong here. He wanted to smash but he got shy then my feelings got exposed so he bailed and moved on to this chick or maybe this girl was always here and he really only wanted a body (which I don't blame him for bcs that was the wave originally but I'm the dumb b**** who caught feelings)
I really wish I could fix the awkwardness tho. We can't even be in the same room as each other without there being a 30 ton weight of awkwardness from his behalf. I'm not weird w him at all I act and treat him the same as I always have. I want to talk to him and just have an honest heart to heart w him and ask him why is he so awkward w me and if he would stop or what can I do or we do to stop it bus I HATE IT. He makes what could be a really fun moment whack bus he doesn't act normal. I wish I could fix it, if its even possible to do so.

3 thoughts on “My crush on Y

  1. Anonymous says:

    You should just give up on him and focus on yourself

  2. Anonymous says:

    You could either do what the person above my message said, or you could straight up talk to him , if he doesn’t get the signal .I mean, what’s the worst thing that could happen ? According to you, it can’t get any more awkward than it already is, so go ahead and have your 1 minute of courage kind of moment where you just talk to him without any interruptions and just get it over with. It’s all gonna be fine 🙂

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