Posted by Anonymous on 2019/05/07 under Love Maybe you'd ask, "why did I chose 'My Old Soul's Haven' to be the meaning of our endearment MOSH??". Well maybe you wont but in case you wonder… You knew me better than any one else. I share lots of thoughts,secrets, and feelings with you. You knew who I really am, what I like and love and also what I hate. You are the person to whom I share most of my ideas, crazy thoughts, silly jokes, my pain, my fear… You are the person to whom I could open up despite of the fact that I'm really trying to shut my mouth… Most moments of my life, it feels like I don't belong in this place…that I'm better off somewhere else…I couldn't find the right person to whom I could share myself without inhibitions. I tried to share with my friends, best friends, family…but there's always something that's refraining me from sharing. I just don't get the connection. I can't find that "connection" with others that would stop me from holding back. I love and always love being an introvert. The "mysterious" side of me, my weirdness, my flaws…it all excites me. But sometimes I wish I could share every bits of me with someone. Someone who would listen to me, understands me…well maybe not understands me perfectly 'cause even I, won't get myself sometimes…but at least someone who won't judge me. I want someone who would respect my thoughts, especially when it comes to life. I have this feeling that I really have a different perspective when it comes to life. In life, I highly value my peace of mind. I need to live in peace. I don't want to put my peace of mind at stake. That's why many people around me won't understand my choices in life. I need someone who could run away with me from this chaotic world…but also someone who could give me reason to go back to reality and live on. Fortunately I found you…or you found me… either way….I'm blessed that I have you in my life now…'Cause I do really think that I'm an Old Soul (or maybe just a part me)….and You…You are my Haven… you are My Old Soul's Haven -Gaine