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Posted by Anonymous on 2017/11/10 under Love

Hi so my name is clearly anonymous. Nice to meet you I have written here once before. And just like back then I have fallen in love again but instead of getting rejected I kept my distance because I thought it would hurt less. Yeah so that was stupid, turns out falling in love is like a bandaid it's better to get the pain over with fast. Or else you will always have this feeling or sensation that something isn't right or that something is there and your too scared to move it.

I don't really know what I fell I love with this time, his smile , the jokes that I don't even get but laugh at anyway because of the way he tells them. He seems like he's caring and well we danced once and I screwed things up from there. I think at one point we both really liked each other but I got really nervous and sorta took off without so much as a reason. He will never know this none of my friends do either now that I think about it but. That night when I came home after the dance I cried myself to sleep because I kept replaying the night and saw how awkward and scared I was.

We use to talk a little before and during the dance but after the dance…. nothing nothing at all I asked once how his summer was and it was like oh pretty good. Literally nothing after that.

He's made new friends and has now completely given up on relationships because he's been (friend zoned). I just wish he knew that even if he dosent like me, I like him I just can't talk to him without completely embarrassing myself.

Worst part is he talks about his relationship struggles infront of me with my best friend. Basically can someone tell me if there is a cure at all or a way to fall out of love instantly ? Because I just can't get him out of my head and it dosent help that I have to see him everyday either.

Sincerely yours truely , the magnificent epic failure.

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