so i am a s***ty person. the way i acted towards him was so mean and rude. essentially, I gave the impression that I did not care about him. I also struggled to talk to him lol So, overall, I am s***ty and a pussy. This is the thing tho, I felt like he did not want to be there for the most part. As of now, he dislikes me. Great. The crazy part is that I want him to give me one last chance. Am I crazy? well, yeah. It has been almost 2 months and a lot of things have changed.