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Monday 25th September 2017

Missing you

I dont have nobody to talk to anymore. You were the only person in my life that I spoke to daily, shared my feelings with And depended on these past 3 years. I know myself and I know that no one would be able to fill that empty spot like you did. You treated me [..more..]

STW#45225 | 1 Comment | on September 25, 2017 - 11:30 am - Life - by
Sunday 24th September 2017

How do you know when enough is enough.?

2 weeks…its been two weeks since my finaće had passed. Everywhere I go I see you. Every decision I make I think about how you would want me to approach if you were stil here. It doesnt feel like you are gone. Not a day has gone by without you in my thoughts. Just the [..more..]

STW#45223 | 1 Comment | on September 24, 2017 - 7:21 am - Life - by
Saturday 23rd September 2017

I just want to rant

There are times, I just want to rant and rant and rant. I want to shout to the void the things I have difficulty expressing and I hope there's no echo which contains words that are like swords that cut deep within my fragile heart and make it bleed. Ouch that! But I still consider [..more..]

STW#45222 | 1 Comment | on September 23, 2017 - 10:00 pm - Life - by


I found another place to vent. A place where I can express myself freely. YASSSSSS!!!!! I'm so happy. I feel like lying in the snow and make a snow angel. *Lying on my back in the snow, with my arms moving up and down and legs side to side forming a shape of an angel…. [..more..]

STW#45221 | 1 Comment | on September 23, 2017 - 7:10 pm - Life - by
Friday 22nd September 2017


It is 12: AM and I got a cup of coffee. I usually do this just to relieve that feeling in my stomach. I guess it reminds me of past lovers. I live alone and just walk in circles around my living room while it's brewing. My mother told me I am like my father, [..more..]

STW#45218 | 2 Comments | on September 22, 2017 - 2:35 pm - Life - by


I am slowly giving up. My family is treating me worse and worse. They keep saying I am horrible and I talk terrible about my family. I feel like I should just stop talking in general to make them happy, nothing I do ever even makes them happy. At points I really just want to [..more..]

STW#45217 | 1 Comment | on September 22, 2017 - 12:46 pm - Life - by


I hope I can find myself again. I thought I knew what I wanted out of life, but turns out life has no plans of giving it to me. Or maybe I need to do something to be deserving of it. I am in a new country, with new people. It's been two years and [..more..]

STW#45216 | 1 Comment | on September 22, 2017 - 7:12 am - Life - by
Thursday 21st September 2017

The Roof

There is this place. It's on the roof, It's not all the way up but this place is my ALONE TIME place. My mom doesn't always agree with me going there. I have gone to the place a couple of times. My mom gets so scared with me going there. She says I might fall. [..more..]

STW#45212 | Be the First to Comment | on September 21, 2017 - 9:40 am - Life - by
Wednesday 20th September 2017


Biggest joke of life.

STW#45211 | Be the First to Comment | on September 20, 2017 - 9:44 pm - Life - by


Sorry for my behaviour

STW#45210 | Be the First to Comment | on September 20, 2017 - 12:03 pm - Life - by