Worst
Is loving someone with every fiber, molecule, atom, proton, and quark of your fragile existence,with the prospect of still not being enough
You know what…….
I’m thinking of just simply end it all…death don’t even sound all that bad, apparently your brain works overtime just to make your last few hours, your last few breaths, your last few rewinded memories smooth and calm…………….just pulling a trigger will bring a quick swift death, not a slow painful one…but of course at [..more..]
Help me
I need you in my life, I don't know how I ever breathed without I could nearly see u from across the road, but when I saw your face I knew I needed u. We soon became friends, all our friends made fun us, but u never rlly minded, just got annoyed, idk if u [..more..]
Word Vomit
Figured I’d write since I am bored and my girlfriend is asleep. I sit in my house which is under construction. I have done what I thought was right for most of my life. I have realized my drinking has caused many problems not just for me but for many around me. To fix it [..more..]
Science Fair
Why, I am so confused. All I got was a packet and told to follow the instructions. My partner is I a different class and grade, how do I communicate? We don't have each other's phone number or anything. I am supposed to be representing my school and my teacher tells me the week before [..more..]
More Stuff More Important
Do we consume to measure our importance in life? I look around at everything me and my family has accumulated over the years with amazement. There is so much junk I am ready to get rid of and throw away. Closets filled with itmes we never opened, things covered in dust, such a waste.
Leaving…Forever
My mother has always told me that she tries to be a good mother but that she's not. I don't believe that, deep down inside I know she is just trying to make me feel good. I found out that I was mostly a mistake. She has always told me that she isn't expecting anything [..more..]
leaving the heard
my mother is my mother.she had a unstable emotional behavior in the past but she has calmed down my mother's side of the family is mostly cantankerous excluding her father while my father's side is political my father was not in my life THAT much from infant to 5 then 11 then letters at 15 [..more..]
run away?
should i run from home. or should i start high school. i'm 12 now. but i feel depress. most people think we kids aren't really that smart. but we are. we may even be smarted thatn most of you people. we have emotions that we can't express cuz we are shy. we are afraid we [..more..]
never made of flesh
I once was so depressed, I knew no feeling. After years of trying I have finally achieved feeling the basic emotions. At the same time as I did all this, I had also alienated myself from the world. By doing this once I got out of the darkness I was unable to be social. because [..more..]