I woke up mentally sound then
These thoughts started Did he settle.. he missed out on so much, the 9 months, the birth, just to be thrown into a relationship, a life unexpected. I would say I feel pitty on him but I'm sure he's happy. I didn't see it going down that way. Was it a trap. Did she know [..more..]
Reason why
She was the oldest of four children and had to be the responsible one. The attention was taken off of her when the youngest was born, a little boy. He would get his fathers name and be the one to pass on the family name, they adored him. The second youngest a beautiful athletic daughter. [..more..]
DEATH
It's been to years that my mom passed away, just like today. 730 DAYS.
I want to be so f***ing hurtful
But I am not going to be Knowing hurt as if she is my siamese twin I lived with her all thirty something years of life I know that she is only fueled by more hate Showing her compassion she can slowly change Maybe I'll set an example of what happens when you truly focus [..more..]
Over me
I hurt, and it's from people, situations, moments, choices, actions and many other things throughout and in my life. I told myself and on here that I would help myself, but I'm so f***ed I have no clue where to start. I'm unhappy with my life, and that makes me hurt more. I have started [..more..]
You sicken me
Fight, flight, or freeze. I froze, you tried to approach me. Why? You sexually abused me. Why the hell would I act like I know you? How the f*** did you recognize me? I can't believe that you had the audacity to wave and acknowledge me. I froze because in those few moments that felt [..more..]
Mine
I know the guilt just leads me right back to you. The guilt like a metaphorical rope around my neck that I place and tie the knot. You are the one that pushes the chair out from under me. Always judging and never excepting, I can't stand the person that you need to be. I [..more..]
Sweet like honey
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Him
Oh, his eyes Warm, inviting, kind Now, I'm with someone new but he has eyes similar to you When I look into those eyes I can only think of the man that I truly adore This isn't healthy or helping
No sleeping beauty, you have it all wrong
She wants to save herself She knew that she could, but it would take time. Time and maybe professional help. All of the past years of hurt, guilt, and anger spewed out on to others. Not intended, but when you are broken, it's easy to do. She'll go slow and start to look inwards. She'll [..more..]