So pucking horny
I grew little horns on my head đ and now I just want someone to flirt with. Most days I can't help but have a dirty mind. I often think about sex. My snail trail gets so wet I change my panties quite often. My vibrator and I have become bff's. He's always buzzing and [..more..]
Call on 4th January (Probable Last Words)
Saturday, January 11, 2020 18:19 After seeing that I've failed the PHYS 2020 I wanted to avoid taking temporarily (and also now wasted the money and more importantly worsened my chances of not being kicked out of the school), dad called and suggested that I work hard to avoid being kicked out of school, then [..more..]
Midnight Thoughts (Probable Last Words)
December 18, 2019 12:59 AM Imagine myself saying something to my parents to cause them to alert the security forces about a possible suicide. Meanwhile I try to jump into the subway rail tracks. Then I get stopped. I have imaginations similar to these everytime. Sometimes jumping in and and somehow surviving. Then getting adopted [..more..]
First Sunday of the year (Probable Last Words)
January 5 2020 So I failed PHYS 2020 again. Got a D in POLS 1200. To be fair, I didn't intend to take that course. I enrolled MATH 2271 for Fall and a 2nd year GEOG course (The Hydrosphere) because I doubted I'll be able to keep up with the fast pace of the PHYS [..more..]
About Nwafor’s (Probable Last words)
I stayed at the Nwafor's from after my Fall/Winter (2018-2019) session to May. During the family events, I could hardly relate socially. I tried my best. Greeted every visitor I met. Answered the usual (useless) social questions ("How are you?", "How's school?", etc). I helped with things I like doing. i.e Setting up the audio [..more..]
General. Start of my possible last word
I could have ended by just writing "There's nothing to say". But, I chose to write too many things instead and they might be irrelevant and useless at the end of the day. I'm always having memories about highschool. People laughed at me. Commenting on how I walk (apparently I walked faster than most people). [..more..]
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January 15, 1953 Hotel Colon, Panama Dear Allen, I stopped off here to have my piles out. Wouldnât do to go back among the Indians with piles I figured. Bill Gains was in town and he has burned down the Republic of Panama from Las Palmas to David on paregoric. Before Gains, Panama was a [..more..]
I’m not good with words
I wonder if you could see the times that I thought I was showing you that I cared. A time that sticks in my mind is when one of the puppies from that litter died. We knew it wasn't doing well, but we both had faith that it was going to pull through. When we [..more..]
Stargazer
To me I always see people as people, nothing more or nothing less. Everyone has something attractive, has some kind of great personality trait(s) or something that makes them uniquely beautiful or great. Some have many but always there is something. In their personality In their looks It doesn't matter if they are cruel or [..more..]
I want to be your sluty secret
I want to dress up for you Wear lingerie that you like I want you around To listen to you talk It could be about anything I like that you're dorky and smart I want intimacy I want you to pull my hair Choke me while you watch me moan Hold me, don't tell me [..more..]