No more. Just no more.
I keep telling myself no and I dont know how to stop. I've let so many opportunities go because I am constantly doubting myself. I feel so unsuccessful and I can blame no one but myself. I keep making excuses as to why I do the things I do. I dont have the money to [..more..]
I just commented of a post and it got these years going
Vulnerability is Love. I need two hands to count the several times I reached out. I put my heart on my shoulder just so that he could flick it off and stomp on it. Then retrieve it to chew it up and spit it out. Why? I don't want to be with someone who doesn't [..more..]
Today is my lucky day
My four-year degree plus being $45,000 in debt just set me up for my dream job. It was the longest hiring process I have ever endured. They called on Valentine's day of all days. I just want to yell at the top of my lungs but I just played the voicemail now and everyone is [..more..]
I’m so excited and I just can’t hide it
So next month is spring break and I will be going back to my hometown to see my girls and we will have so much fun. I moved away in the sixth grade to a different town two hours away. But come next month I will be back in my hometown with my best friend [..more..]
Oh geez am I being harsh
They are trying but I am just not happy. I sometimes think I'm with a dumbass they thought Valentine's day was on the 13th, the day has never changed. They came home from work; I made their favorite for dinner; I cleaned up and they fell asleep. Is this how marriage becomes after 10+ years [..more..]
Whos going to whip me with blood-soaked hides for the fertility gods
"others believe that St. Valentine's Day was actually designated by Pope Gelasius I in order to replace the ancient Roman festival Lupercalia. The debaucherous feast fell around the same time and involved a pagan ritual of naked men whipping women with the blood-soaked hides of sacrificial animals (yes, really), which they believed promoted fertility."
Valentine’s day
A day to remind your loved one that you care Ha I hope that you don't show her that you care only one day out of the year But you continue to show her in many ways throughout your years together
the serenely perfect day
What is it which makes the serenely perfect day? To truly say would be frivolous yet one can try. It is far more difficult to pin than the moments and The rarity is such I can count the odd times it has occurred. It has been three. Three, one with a true beauty, one with [..more..]
Him
I want to run and jump into his arms. Wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Holding him in a tight and long embrace. But I never will