Leo
She's a Leo and that is her name. She knew just how to relax me. Laughing constantly, drinking fine wine, rubbing my scalp and back with her nails. Her compliments have been ever so kind. She would tell me things like, "you have a dancers body and that I had a classic beauty appearance." The [..more..]
Sometimes There’s Issues
And other times there's just plain CRAZY. Don't let your mind create unrealistic monsters to make life harder. The one's that have had the real pain, seen the dark, felt hallow, unlovable, abandoned,and abused(sexually, mentally, physically) to the point of thoughts of why the hell am I alive. These are the strongest people who I [..more..]
That’s just it
I understand that I can't make anyone like me. I definitely can't change the opinions that were formed from them judging me or from the opinions of others that they believe are the truth. So, I don't try to change anyone. I am completely aware that I can't please everyone. I am just me. Open, [..more..]
Somewhere to write
Why searchbox is not working??? I just wann lookback to the things i wrote before☺
And there you were
Perfect in every way. You won't get this, that's alright. I went for you. Not because your mom asked, not because I wanted out, and not to get away from the parents. I hated it and couldn't find the courage to tell you. You were so happy. It was what you wanted not me. I [..more..]
Family
As she slowly melted into bed the breeze rushed through the cracked window. Fall was slowly creeping into season. The cold air made her fragile body shake uncontrollably. Pulling the throw blanket up she heard the horn from the punctual train that passed every evening. Sipping from her lidded drink the pressure built making a [..more..]
Exhale inhale
hate you love you hurt me hurt you stay stuck Move on Overthinking Thoughtless Wanted closure Wanted silence Over and done To new beginnings
My sons
At times it feels like I have no clue what I'm doing. I just try to push morals, manners, and confidence. I tell them, its alright to be who you are. I tell them when they have done wrong and try to be encouraging to do right. I reward them for their effort and hard work. I [..more..]
Can I sit on your face
Please? You can place yourself on top. I know I can't have you and you're not mine, so I won't hold you Down I will put you in my mouth after. I'm not a selfish person and I like returning favours. I can look up at you while I do it. Would you like that? [..more..]
I am alright
I had a fun filled weekend. Good memories were made with the family. We got home late and I couldn't wait to get out of the car. I cleaned the house because that's what I do and went to take a shower. Not that I needed a shower but because I needed a break from [..more..]