Monotonous
Life has become so repetitive and predictable. I need something more. But what? I want excitement, thrills, and passion. I need it. I'm drowning in boredom. What should I do? I try to enjoy the small moments. Making myself good for some time, but then the overwhelming feeling of dullness creeps up. Is this what [..more..]
i dont know
i dont want to tell anyone im sad because they will tell me it will be okay but i dont want to get told that everything is going to be okay. i want to be happy but i want to cry and be sad too it feels good to cry and be sad. i wanna [..more..]
tears of heart here
after completion of 24 years in my life, still remained yearning of love,respect and for a family. everyone holds their life happily, but for me it remains unanswered of prays, if i hold it too much, it's going to be lost. if i held it smoothly, its going to be love me back. for all [..more..]
Around me
People my age are stupid. They think they know everything, they think they have been thru anything, when in reality, they have trouble with simple math problems.They try to act like adults but they act like stupid hormonal teenagers. But i guess that is what they will become. I will never understand kids my age.Because [..more..]
the future
I worry about the future a lot i do not know what will happen and its stressful. like, will i go to college, will i be important, will i disappoint the people i love? I do not know but i guess no one does.
6 years later.
The sex is basic & almost never happens. It’s also a battle of EGOs. But I must help her build up her ego & humble mines. Found an apartment for us but I make to much to be on the lease. Every shoe she wears I purchased. I buy all the food & she tell [..more..]
IT’S THAT POSSIBLE
IF IT IS POSSIBLE I WANNA MAKE MYSELF AGAIN
Just venting
This is gonna sound a little self pitying so sorry in advance. It's just better for me to get this out so it doesn't stay in. I feel like I don't have friends. I feel like I've lost my passion. I feel ugly. I feel awkward and gross. I'm afraid that no one will love [..more..]
homeork
homework reading-finish compare and contrast writting and color both trees . math- study pg 243 -247 test tomorrow.
MAGIC
Es una pregunta constante: ¿cómo lo hacen? Esas personas que todo lo ven positivo, todo son sonrisas, nunca dicen nada malo, no critican, no se quejan. ¿Tampoco pensáis nada malo? ¿Tampoco os quejáis en vuestra mente? A veces me gustaría ser más así, aunque me guste como soy. Pero el cuerpo pesa.