Posted by Anonymous on 2012/09/20 under Uncategorized I’m messed up! Life is crap right now, so i choose to get all my anger out on the people i care most about.. They know that i’m sorry and that i don’t mean it.. But how many more times are they gonna believe a sorry !!?
I know how you feel. I’ve been throughout it to many times to count. I’m sorry to say mine didn’t end well. I am not friends with them anymore, but not for the reason you said. I apologized and apologized and they started to believe it less and less. But then I realized, if they didn’t believe how truly sorry i was…then maybe they aren’t truly my friends. The things they got mad at me were not at all my fault but i didnt want to lose m friends. But in the end all that sadness isnt really worth it. Ive moved on and im a lot happier not
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*Yes I understand how that feels, cause I’m kind of going through the same thing now as well. There was this once when I felt that my life was really messed up and I unintentionally vented my anger on my mum. Obviously she was pissed and we had the biggest quarrel ever. Then my friends are pissing me off too, for stuff that aren’t even my fault, so I ended up having conflicts with them. There’s no one whom I can pour my troubles to, so I just keep keeping these emotions buried inside me, and I fear that they may just burst one day. I’m sorry that I can’t give you any comfort or good advice, bbut I just wanna tell you that you are definitely not alone. I hope that brings at least a smile to your face 🙂
Thank you so much for your comments! It really means a lot to me.. recently i kinda cut of all my closest friend, because for some reason it’s hard for me to talk to them. They don’t get me and they’re happy, and that’s good, but sometimes i just can’t handle it.. But thank you !! It really helps!