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Posted by on 2012/08/01 under Uncategorized

Im not sure what it is about you, but you used to make me so happy. I look back on that short time in my life, and I can honestly say I was happy at the time. Looking back recently, I dont regret half of the decisions I made. Ive been able to reflect and realize, I, truthfully have no idea what kind of person I would be today, if those events hadnt happened to me. Sometimes I feel like I regret them, and other times Im happy with what i did. I think of you, on a daily basis. I know I can do so much better than you. Your seriously a horrible person. You didnt treat me as well as you should have. But for some reason, I fell madly in love with you. Maybe it was becasue you were the first person I ever felt this way about, but I dont think ill ever stop loving you. Ive compared all my relationships Ive had since you, to us. And sooner than later I end up single. I wish you werent so mean to me. I wish you didnt have such a negative thought of me. I dont think ill ever regain the self-confidence your hurtful words destroyed. Thanks to you, I know that I will never be good enough. I can only hope that one day, I begin to love myself. Im not sure what i did wrong. Deep down in my heart, I believe you dont honestly mean all the things youve said to me since the breakup. I know that inside of you, theres a heart, a heart that I love so much. A heart that actually cares about people. a heart that understands and a kid that meant all those nice things he said to me. I know hes there. WE had too many heart to heart conversations. You couldnt have faked them. I dont ever stop thinking about you. I miss you like crazy. I wish we could just talk. Like human beings. About anything.. I wish we could remain friends… and to think you were the one that said, forever.

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