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Posted by on 2012/07/25 under Uncategorized

So, I did something really bad.. I have this boyfriend, and I love him to death. Like I really think he’s my true one. But have you ever been on the site Chatroulette? Well on the site, nothing is sincererd. It’s all out in the open. And normally the guys want to see some part of a girls body.. And I say to to every one of them.. Except this time.. I don’t know why I did it. He seemed really nice asked how my day was and even asked what color I was painting my nails.. And then he asked if he could be my boobs.. And I said no at first and he was like okay. But then, like 30 minutes later he asked again and he did the puppy dog face and said just once. So I did.. Well at the end of the conversation, I found out the guy, and his friends that were there, were recording the whole thing and are uploading it on youtube.. I feel so bad it. And I wish I would have never done it.. But I can’t take it back. And I’m afraid it’ll come back to haunt me in my future.. And I certainly don’t want it to affect my relationship with my boyfriend.. After I found out they did that, I got off and cried. I can’t loose him, and I’m afraid if he finds out I will. I regret it. I really do, some people tell me I don’t know what regret it. But I think I can say I regret this..

But to anyone who reads this, don’t go on that site.. It’s nothing but bad. And if you do, don’t show anything.. It could do that ^ there.. And like I said I didn’t really know what category this falls under so i put it as life. It’s a life lesson.

13 thoughts on “I messed up BIT time… :’/

  1. Anonymous says:

    i hate girls like you. You dont love him stop lying. what makes a girl do this to a guy that supposedly love answer that for me.

  2. Anonymous says:

    it not a fukken life lesson stupid its a hoe lesson

  3. Mistakes says:

    She mad a mistake! Gosh you don’t have to e so rude!
    you are right it is a life lesson it sucks that you had to learn it the way you did but now that you have never do it again.
    You are only human and if he does put it on youtube someone will flag the video and it will be taken down and his account deleted! That guy was a jerk!

  4. silvermist says:

    its definitely a mistake and as its alwayz said we learn from our mistakes so i think is worth learning from

  5. Anonymous says:

    It’s silly what you did but what’s done is done when you burn your hand you can’t unburn it you just have to heal the wound depending on the intensity of the burn you might leave a scar. It was wrong to say you love your bf and then betray his trust but its too late to think of that now sometimes one mistake is all it takes. Consider who your hurting when you do something like this something to keep in mind for next time.

  6. Natalia says:

    She Messed Up All Of Yall Shut The F*** Up. It Happens To The Best Of Us…Sorry It Happened But Please Try To Move On. 🙂

  7. Anonymous says:

    god back off! like none of you ever made a mistake gosh! dont be so mean, karma will get you!

  8. Anonymous says:

    seriously, i bet half of you hating are the guys that wank on chatroullette. try and be sincere for once. In response to you, i think you should tell your boyfriend about it. see what he says about it, if he accepts it,he is worth keeping and if he doesnt, he never was the one…

  9. Anonymous says:

    i agreed ^ tell your boyfriend if he is the one he will sopurt you and don’t worry it was just a mistake

  10. Anonymous says:

    Don’t tell your boyfriend, chances are no one is going to find it.I think things like this are better kept a secret and need to move on.Telling your boyfriend could mean if you do break up because of it he’ll just go on and tell others. Don’t tell him is just my 2cents

  11. Anonymous says:

    it’s okay tht you did tht and now realize it is wrong. it’s a lesson well learned and just remember to more cautious when online. do whatever you feel is right.

  12. Maryan says:

    I feel so sorry for you… I bet your like sitting there thinking ‘why did I do that?’ but no one can turn back the clock… So my advice to you is that you should just be patient with what people say because everyone makes mistakes… no one is perfect… but people should learn from their mistakes instead of whining like a baby and regretting everthing… <3

  13. Anonymous says:

    Wait.. How many guys ask you? You may have been wearing something trashy or done something trashy since you get the question so often.. If you really loved your boyfriend, you wouldn’t do it. Don’t be a weak hoe! But yeah.. Life lesson. Just don’t end like Amanda Todd

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