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Posted by on 2012/06/14 under Uncategorized

You know what’s weird? I keep myself busy all the time and I don’t even think about you but when i’m alone you’re the first thing on my mind.i don’t know what’s happening to you right now or where you are or how you’re doing but I want you to know that i’ll always be here for you even when you say that you avoid everyone when you’re going through things (or are you just avoiding me?).god.I can’t help’ve made such an impact on me like making me believe in serendipity and s*** but i’m thinking maybe I should believe in destiny and chances but maybe they aren’t with you.we’ve clearly told one another of how we feel but I don’t understand the point where in you draw me near, saying all those things, your actions, and then just disappearing.I’ve gotten so used to you being around and always wanting to talk and see each other and then I had to go to summer school and we couldn’t find as much time like we used to talk but we still talked and now you’ve completely gone off the radar.i’m 19, you’re 29.I KNOW.maybe I knew from the start that this was going to happen but I put myself through this.I want you, I still do.I remember when you asked me why I wanted to see you or why I was seeing you instead of all the “hot college boys” out there and I told you that I’m with you because you made sense to me and that you knew exactly what was in your herbal tea (funny as s***, you even gave me the percentage of each proponent and I was just expecting an answer like I’m drinking tea or coffee).I miss you so much.I want to shout your name and call for you.I want to see you smile as I move my hair to the side of my face.I want to hear you say my name.I just want to feel you around me.because it’s fading and I’m scared that at some point you’ll be all gone.and I think you are.

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