f***!!! arghh i dont swear, but i just cant help it. i love her a lot, but im just a friend in her eyes. i dont know why but just thinking of her make me feel pain literally. i just really love her. i tried to forget, feeling like this feeling is like a disease. so i tried to find another girl. but still, i cant. its like atoms with full valencies. when i think of another person, i think about her again and feel hurt again and again. love sucks. i hate crying, but i always cry since i met her. i love you sabrina. and sorry for causing a complicated thing to happen. i love you very much. when i see you, i just freeze, cant say a word. so i always look somewhere else. i will always love you