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Posted by on 2020/06/22 under Life

I realised in the past I was cordial with her because I needed to stay here. Even after I gave birth, things got worse because the b**** refused to help out a sickly young mother, I still muted my mouth and tried my best to get along with her. Then things took a turn when I knew I would be released off this house. I was so happy and so eager to let my emotions shown – after years of suppressing them. I finally publicly let her know my disdain towards her. I actually don’t do much – i just simply ignore her as if she didn’t exist, trying my best to distance myself from her. Well, she was enraged. Yes after so many years she thought she had won the battle – now I declare that I am not yet defeated. What’s even worse this time? I have allies. 3 years ago everyone was on your side, even my own husband. Today, everyone is on my side. I have proved my worth and show them that I have done nothing to wrong you. Nothing at all. I never scold you. I never demand anything from you. I do my own things and don’t require your assistance except for the shared meals with family- even when it comes to meals, it’s usually only dinner and I have no complaints even when you anyhow cook for us (with little meat or just everything steamed while you cook something nice for yourself).

You know that you cannot defeat me this time. Unlike what happened in the past, there’s no fight this time and you can’t tell anyone that I’m “bullying” you anymore because I literally do nothing. Meanwhile, I can point out a number of evil things that she has done to me and my husband. And oh well, I already made sure some of those things have been made aware to my parents in law.

With that said, my mom told me to care less about this and focus my energy on more important things. This is actually important because it’s been a long and painful process to get my husband’s family to understand what’s been going on.

I think I can try to forgive her and make her existence less annoying for me. As long as I have great hatred and resentment towards her it’s hard to feel relaxed at home – where I at spend 24 hours sharing a roof with her every single day.

Recently because she doesn’t interact much with my son anymore he’s also growing distant from her. I do have sympathy that may be a bit disheartening to her – being rejected by a baby who used to love being in her arms.

Well, well, well. I have made my point clear to her that I hate her, i disapprove of her, and I am not scared of her anymore even if she leaves tomorrow because she cannot claim it’s me who caused her grievances anymore.

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