My life is so messed up I don't know what do do, I feel stuck in reality, I feel frozen in this earth, I have everything in life, why do I have to be complaining right? I don't know. I don't know where I am, I don't know who I am, I feel so lost in my thoughts, mind, world, absolutely everything. I don't know anymore, I try to be ok, I try my hardest to keep fighting every day, but I'm slowly giving up my hope, because will it ever get better? People say it does, but tell me, does it? I hope it does,
I know exactly how you feel. Trust me. I have felt this way ever since I was little, and I didn’t understand it. People do say it gets better, and I try to believe. I am still trying to be good to my own self. Once you get to the point in which you can love yourself for who you are, I believe it will get better. I am not going to put up some false thing about positivity and love, because I know how much it hurts. I will be completely honest. I haven’t gotten to the point of better times. As for giving up, there are times when I just break down and cry and give up any hope I had. I will not lie. But NEVER give up. We are in this together. I will be with you every step of the way. Trust that there are other people in the world with issues similar to you. Everyone is suffering, no matter how perfect they may seem. All fight their battles. It is not if you win this battle, but winning the war. I am with you. I will always be. I trust that you will be with me. The only way to come out of this is with unity. I love you already, for your honesty. Some people never admit to their problems.
Kisses,
SF
it is easier for a man to kill the light inside of him, than it is for him to defeat the darkness that’s all around him….
when I think of it this way- I burn brighter.