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Posted by on 2020/04/04 under Life

Tomorrow will be my 7th wedding anniversary. 7 years of mostly hell. Right now, me and my 3 year old son sleeping in guest bedroom upstairs. I have chronic anxiety and panic disorder. I have anxieties mostly at night but controllable. I am on meds but now I'm left with 2 pills of Xanax..i basically stop talking to him for days. He slept all day and ignore his son completely. I was watching TV then he suddenly appeared sitting on the sofa. And just like that I had a huge panic attack. He doesn't respond of course. Took my Xanax and now I'm here..I guess I don't what I'm actually feeling. Just yesterday I look up online 'chat with strangers' hoping to find a friend that I can talk to. But it was s***..everyones horny on those sites and don't give a s*** about anything else. I guess I'm lonely.

3 thoughts on “In the moment

  1. thunder man says:

    Sorry you are going through it. I am a completely single male here and just wish for company and a woman to lay beside and cuddle at night. You are with someone and want to be completely alone, funny how things work out isnt it.

  2. Anonymous says:

    Yeah there’s plenty that would love to have a family on their own..people easily get ungrateful

  3. Anonymous says:

    And honestly, we both don’t enjoy each other company..he’s always on his phone and talking to his friends. When I open up to him, he gets annoyed and will leave the room..I know I don’t matter to him anymore.

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