Bursting to break out, every ounce of love for that one.
Screaming on the inside, a scream that I have to drowned out.
Heart pounding, breathing rapid, fluttering in my stomach.
Aching, yearning for them.
Never will you be mine, again.
Changed, a decade and some odd years later.
Not the one I want, just a memory of them.
Throbbing soul, because you can't change the past.
Fixated in my sorrow, grasping at all ends of my dignity.
Pushing myself to the surface from the deepest passion that I'm drowning in once more.