My feelings are let's just say slowly changing. The feeling of missing him and everything he ment to me remains. It's been so long and he's just not the same manly towards me. I think deeply wounding him might of been something to do with that though.
I now think, why couldn't it of been me. Why couldn't of been us? I was the one that f***ed up and here I am wondering what could of came of us.
Us, yuck, I really am such a stupid woman.
I hope he has just the perfect life with bat s*** CRAZY. She seems real extra, fun times.