Nothing i have is truly mine, i drive my mothers car, i live in my mothers house, i buy food with my mothers money, the money belongs to the bank, internet is not mine, my friends aint my friends, my father is not mine, my sister has gone, my lovers mind is somewhere else, This is not my country, this is not my government, this is not my town, local car park and shop is not mine. The neighbors are not my neighbors, i have nothing, absolutely nothing and i deserve nothing. and all that is just a thought. which it is, its really bitter sweet, my life has been for someone else to own.