Posted by Anonymous on 2019/01/15 under Life i did so much for him and i thought about leaving a couple times. and ive tried to before a few times but he always had a way to manipulate me back in by crying to me that im the only reason hes going on and that i was his rock and then he turned around and chose a girl to get high with over me. it hurts, it really does and im hurt, i really am. and i dont know how im going to handle this. i deleted all my social; media. he told me he was happy and that he has fun with her and "actually enjoys talking to her" so i guess that means he doesnt like talking to me??? idk. but i wish we ended on better terms. his sister said she missed me. his mom texted me merry Christmas. it all hurt so bad to see him with someone whos just getting him into trouble. i need a way to no longer care or let this get to me. im not the type to cry, im very good at hiding my emotions but with this i cant help it. the tears come and dont stop. my hearts broken and i dont know how to heal it. -BT