I dont love you. No matter how many times you tell me you love me, no matter how many good things you do for me i dont love you. You forced my "love" and now it wil never be there. What am i to do, i cannot break your hurt. I may not love you but i care about you. I want to see you happy not cry. Every night i think of others. I still have no emotions throughout my days. They only time i felt love is with her. The one i wait to hear from, whos voice and smile bring nothing but joy to my life. But i ruined it, not with infidelity.. but with lack of emotion. since then ive pleaded for one chance to simply win my way back.. to your embrace.. thats what i need in my life to go on..