Posted by Anonymous on 2017/11/12 under Life I love my family more than anything in this world but I'm getting very tired of everyone fighting. there are five of us in a 900 square foot apartment with two bedrooms and two bathrooms. so it can get a bit cramped in the house. my dad and mom always fight, whether it be something huge or something very small, they fight no matter what it is. and same goes for my brother and sister. I'm so tired of it all, all of it has been the same since I was born. I've gotten so used to it now that when I see my friends not fighting with siblings or parents it surprises me because of thats what I usually expect. I'm 18 years old now and I'm going to a community college so I can transfer. I cant support myself at the moment but I wish I could so I can afford a place of my own and have quiet. that's all I want. quiet and for everyone to actually sound like they love each other. it hurts a lot when everyone just bites my head off for me doing something simple or me doing something by mistake. I don't know what to do honestly. I want to move out but I'm scared that ill just ends up homeless and alone. I want to wait till I am older and have a job but I seriously am scared. and also if I move out I feel like it will hurt everyone. and I don't want them to hurt. I have one interesting family, smh.