I was blind, blind to who he really is Sàntanas, I was dead inside and didn't feel anything and he made feel something again, now I see his real side and how all those sweet messages are just a lie, now I feel nothing but pain all because I was blind and fell in love with Sàntanas
I don't think I'll ever be able to love the same or even at all. I would've done anything for him but he wouldn't have for me. Why, why did he have to play with emotions make me think I could be loved like that, but what was I thinking I'm just a piece of s***, worthless all I ever wanted to be loved but let's face it there's no such thing for me. If I wasn't blind I wouldn't feel this much pain, all because I believed the beautiful lie:
"I love you"
I THINK THE HEART HAS MORE THAN WHAT WE THINK IT DOES, THERE IS A BROKEN HEART SYNDROME SO DON’T FALL INTO THE TRAP, BELIEVE THAT IN THE LOVE YOU EXPERIENCED, IT WAS REAL AND TOO BAD IT EXPIRED, NOW DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET OVER IT, MEND YOUR HEART, MAKE YOUR INNER CLOSURE, SEE HOW YOU GOT YOURSELF IN IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, LEARN FROM THAT, BUT DON’T CLOSE YOURSELF, KNOW THAT THE HEART IS A BOTTOMLESS PIT, IT’S LIKE, THE MORE YOU GIVE THE MORE YOU WILL HAVE TO GIVE, YOU WILL FIND THE ONE <3 THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU NICE AND SOFTLY AND GENTLY AND LAYS WITH YOU AT NIGHT, THE ONE WHO HOLD YOU HAND AND CRIES WITH YOU AND UNDERSTANDS NOT JUST YOUR HEART BUT ALSO YOUR MIND, DON'T GIVE UP BECAUSE OF ONE FOOL