my heart pains, cos i loved him too. the way he's leaving is making this all the more difficult to bear. like i have no feelings or that it's all fake, bc let me tell you how i memorized every corner of our imaginary apartment and now it's desolate, and perhaps i gotta build my own dreams before i jump right in like that. cos i wonder, what's the lesson here for me? to not repeat the mistakes of the past? or, to keep fighting till the death of him or me?
offff i know what you mean, my heart hurts, like literally, i feel stabbing pain and it’s unbearable. it sucks… i miss my best friend however i know that i can’t give him what he needs.. i feel like a douche leaving the way i did too.. too many feels.
sometimes by staying you are actually ignoring the real issue and subconsciously subscribing to an ideal him that things will work out in the end. the pain you feel now is far better than what you would have had to feel sooner or later.
Honestly I don’t know if we can foretell if a relationship can survive or suffer right from the early stages, but sometimes, when I have an idea, and it’s a bad one, I get images attached to it of it being not a good idea. Does that make sense? And does that mean I am psychic?
For the above poster, I think the matters of the heart are not predictable and simple as that. Just do what feels right…