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Posted by on 2017/09/08 under Life

According to my mom and sister my dad was a bad person but he was nice to me.mom and dad separated when I was 8 years old.i miss him everyday.my mom had an affair with an elderly man,father of 4 kids.My sister married one of his son thinking this marriage would end mom and that man's relationship.I was young then and I had seen my mom doing kisses and being passionate about that man.That was painful.A 10 year old child can't see her mom making out with someone who is not her father.I hate both of them. I am 22 now, n yes they still have a secret relationship.Whenever anything went odd between me and mom I blame her for being with that man and even a simple issue ends up with the talk of that man and her cheap character.All these years I lived a life of an ORPHAN ..that prices me deep.i cry more now.This childhood pain is never ending. Ever since I was 13 I wanted to do suicide and I have tried a lot of stuff but couldn't because after crying soo much my heart believes that I will have a happy life sooner.But that happy time never comes.

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  1. Brianna says:

    hope you feel better just think of good times and that god is there for you and your time will come to be happy

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