Posted by Anonymous on 2012/02/03 under Uncategorized ive been single for two years. I started to talking to a friend again after not talking or seeing her for a few years, this is the most beautiful girl in the world in my opinion. I’ve been trying my hardest to try to get to know her again without pushing her into liking me. in a span of a month we went from who’s that? to friends that would do literally anything for eachother. I’ve let myself fall in love with this girl, and tonight I was in a rather depressed mood as I usually am. and she said your not usually like this. I said that I have a problem that I can’t seem to figure out. and so on so I finally said I’m in love with a girl that I barely know. she said find out how she feels about you, and I said how do you even know she’s up? (it was about 3am) she said well wait till she’s up and then ask her. I replied with, she is up, and I’m talking to her right now. she got the hint. and said oh, um I don’t want you to be sad. i wasnt really surprised but I’ve been crying for two hours straight. I really have the feeling that this girl is the one. she’s smart, beautiful, likes the music I like, we have similar personalities. and the list keeps going. I’m really broken down, I don’t think that i can live without this girl in my life. I am depressed beyond repair. I’ve been trying to find a soul mate for 2 years.. I’ve been sitting here in this exact spot listening to the same song for two hours. I really just wish I could do something.. I’m so sad right now