Posted by Anonymous on 2011/11/22 under Uncategorized Write your thoughts/feelings here… I spoke to a guy for a while, he lives in essex and i am from oxford and he was straight. We talked for weeks and soon months, he told me he loved me and wanted to be with me, i was confused as he said he was straight. I some how managed to change this boy and he had now had feelings both mentally and sexually for me. He doesn’t like any other guy except me. I have now been with him 5 months, I have never been so happy in my life. He loves me, he is beautiful, he spoils me and takes care of me. Everyone knows i am gay, but nobody knows i excist where he is from. I sometimes feel he is ashamed of me. I feel i am a drity secret. the last two days we have argued broke up and got back together, we are both not sure what to do now, we are still rough. I never knew i could cry over someone for 48 hours.