I’ve had a horrible past. I was abused by my father when I was young. Every guy I’ve had strong feelings for either cheated on me, or left me. My longest relationship was for 7 years, and it was to an abusive, (mentally and physically), drug addict. I had a kid with this horrible person. I love my son to death, but I wish it would’ve been with someone else. I have an amazing new boyfriend. He respects me and treats me so very well. I have a lot of doubts tho. I just have these crazy feelings that he’s going to become just like the rest of them. I hope I’m wrong. God, do I hope I’m wrong.