this is… nothing
if i close my eyes, and hold my breath, and lock my limbs up, and don’t move an inch…
i cant feel anything… i cant feel the pain, i cant hear the sounds of my bones crunching beneath your feet,
or the breath seeping out of my lungs, or the bile in my throat… the words out of your mouth.
its not real, i cant feel it, its not there, i dont hurt, i can’t breath, im not here, im not real, im not alive, so i cant feel, i can’t breath i can’t breath i can’t breath because im not alive… if im not alive then i cant feel