Oh but darling I have seen the stars at night, I look at them quite often. Shedding some light in my time of need, in my own darkness.
I could never repeat to you the things I say in my head. But thats what I get for crying so much, in the morning, I often forget what I said.
It hurts so much to know that I have fallen in so deep. I hurts so much to know that you, I will never keep.
You go on and about in your everyday, every week without ever skipping a beat, its hard for me not to to think- I’m drowning in thoughts and memories.
I have grown deaf to your words and paralyzed to your actions.
Whats the point of being with you if she is the one that fills your satisfaction?