Posted by Anonymous on 2014/08/06 under Uncategorized I suddenly lost ambition in life. And I am scared. Nothing feels important anymore. I’m losing energy to fight on. Every day I wake up with fear. My heart races so fast because of panic. Things I should have done well without much effort now turn into struggles. I don’t exactly know what’s wrong. But I don’t think anyone could help me. And above all, I don’t want to be labeled as any illness sufferer. Also, I don’t feel I can trust anyone where I live so I can’t ask for help. I am just secretly tired and down. On the surface, I try to act normal and keep doing usual things. But deep down, it feels like I am crumbling.