I am ashamed that I cheat on people that I really do care about, I am ashamed that I always talk to guys that just want me for sex, I am ashamed that I constantly lie to family members.
I am going to be a freshman in college and I just turned 18
I had my ex stay over for my birthday because we are close friends, but I was in a relationship already going on a month. And over the weekend me and my ex kissed and it felt right, the next day I told my boyfriend (at the time) what I had done and broke up with him. But I didn’t get with my ex I just left her hanging, waiting to hear that we would get back together.
This is the third time I had hurt her, and it makes me feel like s***.
I hate myself and don’t know what to do anymore with life.
-The whore next door